Celebrating today movie, maybe a swim at Spencer's place then fireworks at the end ^_^ ... I love fireworks can't wait till I'm legally allowed to buy them lol and drink! until then I can still set them off with a beer in hand

[link] and this was reality for me thanks to a friend showing me this beautiful song this morning... The distance by Oliver James

Oh! and I totally found out that the hardware part in my pc that plays videos and stuff is totally faulty thanks to 4-5 hours on the phone with this guy named Matt who was very patient and had a cute voice lol so if I'm not clever enough to find a pc to get on to in the next 1-2 weeks while I wait for repairs after this weekend then well.. I'll be back in a few! anywho bye for now~

Rainy day on and off not bad for relaxation ^_^ talking to the people I love and just enjoying life... realizing naturally I already am doing what Erica told me she was starting to do

She told me she is gettin rid of the people she knows that don't bring anything to better her with or that just don't help benefit her life as a whole...

It's a waste of your time and life is already too short to let others suck what little you have out of you... and I believe in this, it takes way too much energy to comfort and support another who does nothing in return for you I'm just starting to learn the roles some people play in my life and moving on from there...

I realize Erica is not only just my best friend in the whole world and that if she was a man I would totally marry her or if we were both lesbian or something but! that I really do look up to her ^_^ she's my inspiration completely

There's too many people who tell me things like "...you're sweet, wise and sexy too...what can a man desire more in a woman?...you're adorable...a big kiss, Lindsay, you're a wonderful girl!" (and you're such a loving man too ) and others that I go to school with that just have to tell me almost everyday that I am just so special and that they are so happy to be friends with me (even if you don't always mean it you just always bring me up when you say things like "you're so cuuuuuuuuute Linds!" ) so that really when I come back to reality I know that I am loved dearly but just have to be reminded that I am needed in this world...

So job interview today for a factory it's good moneys per hour and I got nothin better to do during the day I can get all the fun stuff done at the end of the day or very beginnin ... So OSAP will now see that I'm trying my hardest to get some moneys before school and might give me more moneys so this summer isn't a complete waste like the last few times so next is just pass this damn thing like I passed my G test and get the damn job and a good $3300 by the end of the summer I hope and then on to University!!!

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Totally got the job lol WHIMIS video + test + then online 3 tests for math verbal and english and then I ran out and begged my way outta a parkin ticket then ran back in did the interview and finished up signing a bunch of papers like holy shit 2 hours later interview done like wow.. but so apparently I'm gunna be wipin varnish off these cabinets or somethin in a factory I'll get high off the fumes all day LOL yyayyayayyy $10 an hour not bad

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waitnin for full G to come in the mail omg I'm fully liscnecnedded lol can u tell iv'e been drinkin?? LMFAO

Last day of school has passed with only 1 more 1.5 hour period that I have to return to the school for my final exam on the 24th... wow grade 12 and high school is finally over on to university and the independence of living on my own...